Boy

Girl Please!

The End Is Near

I'm so sick and tired of this already. I've been praying so much lately, and God has shown me so much...his works and ways are so mysterious. I don't go out of my way for anything, he just brings these things to my attention.
I'm tired of the lies, the deceit, and the 50 percent that people put and use in relationships. That is not what friendship is about. Don't lie to make yourself look better. Don't cover things up. Don't beat around the bush. Don't keep things from me. Grow up already.

Learn to be a genuine person because in the end, they will be the most satisfied. I won't have to deal with the white lies, the covering up, and beating around the bush...why, you ask? Because I don't do it.

The opportunities I have been given in just the past couple months are too great to risk on people who are so untrustworthy and just flat out, wrong. It's time to grow up myself and stop relying on people of this sort for love and support. It's time for me as a responsible, mature yet young individual to solely move on.

There are more friends to make and more people to meet. That is why God has given me this great ability to read others. He'll keep me protected and steer me away from harm.

I'm moving on and I'm becoming a better version of me. I'm following God for the rest of my life.

What more could I honestly ask for? I love my family, true friends, and God. Life couldn't be anymore meaningful - and I'm not allowing anyone to bring me down. I'm not going to believe the lies. I've moved on...this cold-heartedness (to my friendship) isn't being given another chance.

A Gift

Relient K is a gift that God has given me...really. The music is so inspiring and loving toward God, how can one deny it?

How can anyone deny his existence and superiority? He shows this through all of his work and creation, yet man has to be selfish and very much egotistical and believe that they are superior through "science."
Science didn't get us to where we are today...God gave us these lives to live for him and to trust in him. Because I promise you from my own personal experience, that he will NEVER let you down.

Lord, I love you.

Heaven

...brownie sundae with chocolate syrup and sprinkles!

Yum

Das riiight

So Soon...

Talk-Points

For KTLA audition.

Morning Sun

On The Way...

It's Over

Don't you dare EVER lie to me. I will be gone so fast, you won't even know what happened. I won't give you another chance at friendship or acquaintance...so watch out, because if I am of any importance to you, then you best shape up right now.

HAHAHAH!

Bumpin'

Not So Much

Infamous

desk.

Happy Birthday

Matttthew!

Peeps

Party Foul

Rapppppa's

Baby No-No

To Be Submitted...

Tomorrow morning! YAY! :]

Gh-Gh-Ghetto

Don Pedro

Passin Out

Pigggy Face

Departure

wth?...

Celebration for Karen!

Sushiiii

Date

Arabian Nights

Story of My Life

Panda Bowl

Morning Thought

I like to believe that I am sincerely different from everyone else...but then again, just by thinking like that, I realize that this belief is similar to everyone else...

Nerds

Peeee!

HP

Don't You Want Me Baby...

Blessed

I'm blessed for everything I have in life...like seriously, why am I (out of all people in the entire world) so lucky?
I have everything, literally. I have a job where I get more than enough hours and I am paid decently; I have a nicer car; I have a family and great friends; I am healthy; I know what's important; I know the difference between right and wrong; and last but not least, I'm going to the lake in FIVE days! AHHH. I can't wait.

Today was a great day. I did a lot of thinking last night, and some of that thinking could have led to the horrible nightmare that I had last night, but who knows. I still don't exactly know what to do, I'll just have to talk to those around me and maybe grab some advice. ;]

I have plans in about twenty minutes with the girls, so I really should be starting to get ready. I'll post up more later!

The Chapel

Of serious, serious thinking...

What should I do?

Kisses

Jesus said...

"...whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name welcomes me." - Matthew 18:5

My Pleasure

Premiere

Entourage-Obsessed

Hiccup!

Other Side

Of the fun, fact sheet. But I haven't put in a picture of me yet! SOO EXCITED! :]

First

Little something to Andrew! It's a fact sheet about me with a picture that says "Hello from Simi Valley!" and the bus says Uganda on it.

West Coastin'

Tough guy........don't mess. ;]

Mexican

Mickey High Life

We're the...

Three best friends that anyone could have!

Soto

Hyper Crush

Mix tape, signed by my girl Holly Valentine! ;]

YoFro

Neptune's Net

Staaank

Bucket List and Lesson Learned

I've learned a few things throughout this amazing weekend. And I was also supposed to create a list of things that I would like to do before I die...how depressing does that sound? :[
Obviously, I don't know when that's going to happen, that is up to one and one only...my God almighty!

1. Travel to Uganda for two weeks, help by giving support to the needy children out there (I'm planning this trip for next summer actually).
2. I want to complete my goals of transferring to USC in Fall of 2010 with a major in broadcast journalism.
3. Become a well-established journalist, and work hard to become a news anchor for FOX News. I'm conservative, and I wouldn't choose to have it any other way. ;]
4. Once I'm established and have even the smallest surplus of money (that I don't need to live off of; like fun-money), I'm going to support children in need.
5. When I start to make more money, I'm going to start a Christian non-profit organization to help children in need without parents, who are living for themselves. I want to be able to provide comfort, clothing, food, shelter, and education for these children. It absolutely breaks my heart to see kids start out with nothing and end with nothing...because they were never given the chance. These poor, neglected kids are God's children too, and they must be helped by someone with a desired passion to help.
6. I want to adopt a child in need of a loving family.
7. I want to begin a ministry in Africa that helps the non-profit organization. These children need to hear about the word of God, because they don't know it and a majority of them have never even heard of it.
8. I want to be the best that I can possibly be, I want the Lord to shine right through me. I want to be that someone with the warmest, biggest heart for everything. And I know that I can achieve this just by living by God's word.

......THIS LIST IS TO BE CONTINUED.


As far as this weekend, it's been amazing. I've spent all of it with friends and family and have had a verrrry good time. On Friday after work, I went grocery shopping for the BBQ (and fell in love with grocery shopping apparently...it's fun to do when you're by yourself ;]). Then I spent the rest of the evening with Justine, Wes, and Cristin...we're gonna have to tear it up at Isa's house soon. hahah!
Saturday - 4th of JULY! It was absolutely amazing. Pretty relaxed, but very fun. The BBQ was a success with good friends just hanging out, talking, listening to music, LOTS of food and margaritas, and other gooooood stuff :] Later, we watched the fireworks and then went over to a friends house to meet with a bunch of people. Greatness, I'm telling you!
Sunday - Relaxed with Noah for the first half of the day and then left to go bathing suit shopping. SO ecstatic that the lake trip is finally coming up! I just can't wait to get ready for it...haha. Of course I wait last minute to go bathing suit shopping and can't find anything. :[ my luck!

The Lord taught me a good lesson this weekend. I love my friends and have realized that they would never let me down, but there are definitely other people that will. Someone can call themselves a friend to you, but it truly doesn't mean anything, because they don't prove themselves to be. People will tell you one thing to gain your respect, forgiveness, or friendship, and they act toward you in one way; but in front of others, they will act like the complete opposite. In otherwards, they are completely fake. I'm so fortunate that God points out these qualities before I get too involved with people like this...as he throws these obstacles in my way, I still know that he is always looking out for me, and that's what makes me so so happy.

I'm so fortunate for the good, truly caring girls that I have in my life right now...and also, my entire family. This is enough for now. I'll post up later.

"A thousand times I fail, your mercy remains."

Oaks