I don't know how much longer I can go pretending that everything is okay...
Because it's really not.

I feel like I'm living a life with no reality to be honest.
I'm not facing my troubles and they're being buried under my skin even deeper.

I just really can't take this anymore.
I'm going to explode because I'm so hurt and I feel as if I'm not taking these feelings seriously.

I need to be on my own for now, but with God.
Because right now he's telling me to do something completely different that what I have been doing.
And that's why I feel like I'm being eaten alive.

Good morning, world.
I'm on my own today - starting now.